March 2013
5 posts
morning-writing-deactivated2013 asked: I hope everything get better for you and your family, with time everything does, or so we'd like to believe.
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I don't know how to handle this anymore.
I honestly am so close to the edge right now, that it’s inevitable for me to not fall… My horrible depression aside, I just have so much going through my mind right now. I am too far in debt myself with this stupid gym membership I’m stuck with for two more years, I owe my dad almost $400, I have my car insurance payment every month. On top of that, I just found out that everyone...
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Single?
I really wonder why most people are so unhappy being single. I mean, I’ve been single for the majority of my life, and I’ve never really cared. I just ended a relationship last month, and I’m kind of relieved. Yes, we ended on good terms and had fun while it lasted, but I am so much happier being alone than being tied down. I get to flirt harmlessly, go out with my friends, and...
“When your beyond the point of broken, even your tears don’t fall right,
They...”
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lovingemhaters
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p-l-a-s-t-i-c-tramp:
I hate the way I look.
February 2013
23 posts
justanotherstarlet:
I remember why i used to cry every night. Why i used to hate myself so much.
Nothing’s changed.
I still look the same.
The only fake thing about me is my smile.
Happiness, how I view myself, how I view the world.. I’m an amazing actress.
I’ve been depressed for many years, you’re only realizing now because I’m done acting like I’m happy.
What I want to see when I look at myself in the...
Skinny body.
Tan skin.
Thick hair.
Thick lips.
Straight nose.
Actual eyebrows.
HAPPINESS.
A girl can only wish…
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thefriendlyistofsabrinas asked: Since you reblogged my picture, and I promised to send everybody who did a message, I am. I just wanted to tell you that you are a beautiful person, even if you don't think you are.
bloodjetpoetry:
Too bad I’m so ugly. Too bad I’m so stupid Too bad I make the worse choices possible Too bad I try to be positive but get shit shoved in my face.
FUCK. THIS. LIFE.
Maybe I’ll have better luck in the next.
allyouleftbehindwaseverything:
I just want to succeed at having an eating disorder. I want to be the thinnest. I want to have earned my title as an anorexic.
I just wanna dome a bong to myself and forget...
January 2013
9 posts
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I push people away, and I think I just figured out why. My mom just left to go to a couple funerals and she was informing me who they were for and these thoughts just popped in my head… My whole life, I’ve been to countless funerals for family and friends, probably too many for being only 19. Almost everyone in my family has passed away, and it has made me numb. Whenever my mom brings...
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What is there to look forward to?
I mean, really? You work your whole life to maintain what you have. You wake up, and repeat. The same day over and over again. I’m tired. I’m 19, just graduated in June of 2012, and I haven’t even begun preparing for college. I don’t know what I want to do for a career, I don’t even know if I want to move on with my life. I hate waking up everyday, so do I really want...
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-lucindasok:
I try, try, try even harder, and try. Everything I do just seems to be nothing to people, everything just seems to get worse the more I try to please everyone. I even stopped putting myself first. Is that enough? No. Whenever someone needs me, I’m there in a fucking heart beat. But whenever I ask…
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Fuck guys, fuck caring, fuck everything. I guess we really do accept the love we think we deserve.
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AND HERE COME THE TEARS...
“I am not sad, he would repeat to himself over and over, I am not sad. As if he...”
– Jonathan Safran Foer (via hellanne)
December 2012
15 posts
I feel sad the majority of the time… and I don’t know why.
